it's been a long time

I realize that it's been quite some time since I posted to the blog here, so I figured for those very select few individuals who check this forum for updates on my life I might as well give you as much of an update as I can.

The last month and some has been truly crushing for me. I've been undergoing perhaps the most difficult challenges of my life so far in both parenting and my career, as well as some bonus personal communications and interactions learning that has been less than easy. My life, in short, has been a drama to which I have chosen to save you poor people from being subjected. You can thank me someday when you realize exactly from what I've saved you.

Merely existing day after day has been such a challenge that the very sweet things my child/ren are doing has gone mostly unnoticed. It's quite tragic, and I do hope things improve soon on at least one front so I can continue on enjoying the blessings around me. Kelly insists that we create our own happiness, and I agree to a certain extent. On the other hand, not all of us are equipped with the tools necessary to create happiness for ourselves all the time.

For now, since I've been doing "something" for at least 10 minutes now I think it's high time I get back to finishing off this package of bon-bons while I digest another episode of the Rikki Lake show from the comfort of my couch.